Wednesday, June 25, 2014

A Final Journey


I was moving about the house this morning, thinking about my upcoming surgery in a little bit, when the tears came.

I am hoping and praying that today’s surgery will be my final journey with cancer. I know that I will always be a cancer patient, but there is a difference between going in for appointments and even scans and lab work as opposed to being sidelined by surgery and treatments. 

I am filled with an overwhelming joy that I can’t even begin to explain.

I began this journey in 2003 and have had countless surgeries since then to remove this, probe that, and fix this, and I’m over it. I’ve been over it and have even put off dates when I could just to give myself a chance to recover both physically and mentally.

11 years later...11 YEARS and I may be closing that door forever. My prayers have been said, my fingers are crossed and nothing but positive thoughts and feelings flowing today.

That’s why I’m blogging right now. I am so emotional and excited, but I don’t want to scare my children, as once again, I’m sitting here crying LOL!

Cancer has taken me on a journey, taught me a lot about myself, the strength that I have within, and introduced me to some amazing sisters, brothers, and friends.

Today will be the day that I physically face it for the last time, a final journey! What a beautiful day for a new beginning! 

4 comments:

  1. Way to go! You have such an incredible attitude! Best of luck to you with your surgery!

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  2. Angie, good luck girl. I will be praying for you and I know how hard this is. Please let me know if you need anything specific, specific prayer requests or even "real person" support. I am always up for a road trip. misscontentment@gmail.com

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    1. Thank you Kimberley!! I would love for the pain to leave, but I know I am so lucky to still be here.

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